Part of me was holding off on doing this task because maybe, just maybe I would naturally get thinner again and maybe they would just happen to fit again. But I know these are the types of thoughts that are going to make this process a lot harder and a lot worse for me in the long run.
So today is the day.
I know I am doing everything right and I know I can trust my body to stop gaining weight when it is ready. It is pretty unlikely that I am going to drop weight and the truth is, it doesn't matter, it shouldn't matter. This is about NOT CARING about my size and JUST LIVING. I am not saying I am 100% there yet, but I am eons further than I was a year ago and even a little further than I was a week ago...
Anyone know anyone who needs 10 pairs of size too small pants, some shorts and a few dresses? Or any ideas for how to sell or donate?
Here is a new dress that fits just right - to remind myself that the stick figure I used to be is not nearly as cute as me now (positive self talk?)
That old me would have felt terrible about herself after a night of drinking and cake-eating at a close friend's wedding last weekend. And would have spent an extra hour at the gym the next day.
That old me NEVER would have baked her awesome coworker these wonderful peanut butter bars for her birthday this week, cause god forbid she lost control and had a bite...
Check out the recipe here. There are only five ingredients and one of them is bisquick!!
Anyone else feel bad, but also strangely good, getting rid of old clothes that no longer fit?
Anyone sick of me talking in the third person?